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We watch, daily, as the mother robin sits
on her nest
in the green folds of our ash tree. She has no plans.
The shape of her attentions is the shape
of her life.
There are no intrusions of what is right
and what is wrong.
Is this the bliss preceeding the “fall,”
wherein we stood
in the light of no intentions save that of
moving
to the next step of motion, guided by the
dust of stars
and not the rigor of our designing mind,
to build an edifice of reason?
The “rights and wrongs,” brambles growing
in our midst,
created the colors of persuasion, leading
to blood feuds
and the maps of human conquest of the soul
and of continents and of the mechanics of
living.
Whence came this hydra complex of heads and
hands
dealing in the commerce of love and death,
from the hut on a dusty plain, alone in winds
and storm,
to the towers of great height, containing
the flesh,
containing the designs that can be blown
away
in a whisper, in a flash and thunder of another
design
that is as cosmically valuable as a leaf
or an equation?
The “rights and wrongs” are made into song,
and the chants, hostile and noisey, drift
through
the forests and cities like an acrid smoke
that smells like truth.
The scent of truth falls like rain, each
drop convincing us
we are the ones, we are the fortunate, we
are the plan,
we are the minds, we are the hope, we are
even the resurrection,
we are the masters, we are the legion marching
across
the plain of moral certitude, marching through
the brambles,
marching through the swamps of uncertainty,
because there is, we think, the diamond core,
the secret message, the holy grail, the monstrous
truth,
and while a cup of earth may hold a thousand
species,
it is our species, captured by our invented
wisdom,
who march ahead, with shields upraised, our
weapons
at the ready, our certitudes strutting out
like spikes
that are a million light years long.
And the robin sits, and the eggs hatch, and
the sun shines,
and the day proceeds, and my dreams try hard
to take in the beauty of this madness,
and ignore the madness of its beauty.
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