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`If we had never before looked upon the earth, but suddenly came to it man or woman grown, set down in the midst of a summer mead, would it not seem to us a radiant vision? The hues, the shapes, the song and life of birds, above all the sunlight, the breath of heaven, resting on it; the mind would be filled with its glory unable to grasp it, hardly believing that such things could be mere matter ... too beautiful to be long watched lest it should fade away.'from: 'Wild Flowers', The Open Air. |
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St. Guido ran out at the garden gate into
a sandy lane, and down the lane till
he came
to a grassy bank. He caught hold of
the bunches
of grass and so pulled himself up.
There
was a footpath on the top which went
straight
in between fir-trees, and as he ran
along
they stood on each side of him like
green
walls. They were very near together,
and
even at the top the space between them
was
so narrow that the sky seemed to come
down,
and the clouds to be sailing but just
over
them, as if they would catch and tear
in
the fir-trees. The path was so little
used
that it had grown green, and as he
ran he
knocked dead branches out of his way.
Just
as he was getting tired of running
he reached
the end of the path, and came out into
a
wheat-field. The wheat did not grow
very
closely, and the spaces were filled
with
azure corn-flowers. St. Guido thought
he
was safe away now, so he stopped to look.
Those thoughts and feelings which are not
sharply defined but have a haze of
distance
and beauty about them are always the
dearest.
His name was not really Guido, but
those
who loved him had called him so in
order
to try and express their hearts about
him.
For they thought if a great painter
could
be a little boy, then he would be something
like this one. They were not very learned
in the history of painters: they had
heard
of Raphael, but Raphael was too elevated,
too much of the sky, and of Titian, but Titian was fond of feminine loveliness,
and in the end somebody said Guido
was a
dreamy name, as if it belonged to one
who
was full of faith. Those golden curls
shaking
about his head as he ran and filling
the
air with radiance round his brow, looked
like a Nimbus or circlet of glory.
So they
called him St. Guido, and a very, very
wild
saint he was.
St. Guido stopped in the cornfield, and looked
all round. There were the fir-trees
behind
him - a thick wall of green - hedges
on the
right and the left, and the wheat sloped
down towards an ash-copse in the hollow.
No one was in the field, only the fir-trees,
the green hedges, the yellow wheat,
and the
sun overhead, Guido kept quite still,
because
he expected that in a minute the magic
would
begin, and something would speak to
him.
His cheeks which had been flushed with
running
grew less hot, but I cannot tell you
the
exact colour they were, for his skin
was
so white and clear, it would not tan
under
the sun, yet being always out of doors
it
had taken the faintest tint of golden
brown
mixed with rosiness. His blue eyes
which
had been wide open, as they always
were when
full of mischief, became softer, and
his
long eyelashes drooped over them. But
as
the magic did not begin, Guido walked on slowly into
the wheat, which rose nearly to his
head,
though it was not yet so tall as it
would
be before the reapers came. He did
not break
any of the stalks, or bend them down
and
step on them; he passed between them,
and
they yielded on either side. The wheat-ears
were pale gold, having only just left
off
their green, and they surrounded him
on all
sides as if he were bathing.
A butterfly painted a velvety red with white
spots came floating along the surface
of
the corn, and played round his cap,
which
was a little higher, and was so tinted
by
the sun that the butterfly was inclined
to
settle on it. Guido put up his hand
to catch
the butterfly, forgetting his secret
in his
desire to touch it. The butterfly was
too
quick - with a snap of his wings disdainfully
mocking the idea of catching him, away
he
went. Guido nearly stepped on a humble-bee
- buzz-zz! - the bee was so alarmed
he actually
crept up Guido's knickers to the knee,
and
even then knocked himself against a
wheat-ear
when he started to fly. Guido kept
quite
still while the humble-bee was on his
knee,
knowing that he should not be stung
if he
did not move. He knew, too, that humble-bees
have stings though people often say
they
have not, and the reason people think
they
do not possess them is because humble-bees
are so good-natured and never sting
unless
they are very much provoked.
Next he picked a corn buttercup; the flowers
were much smaller than the great buttercups
which grew in the meadows, and these
were
not golden but coloured like brass.
His foot
caught in a creeper, and he nearly
tumbled
- it was a bine of bindweed which went
twisting
round and round two stalks of wheat
in a
spiral, binding them together as if
some
one had wound string about them. There
was
one ear of wheat which had black specks
on
it, and another which had so much black
that
the grains seemed changed and gone
leaving
nothing but blackness. He touched it
and
it stained his hands like a dark powder,
and then he saw that it was not perfectly
black as charcoal is, it was a little
red.
Something was burning up the corn there
just
as if fire had been set to the ears.
Guido
went on and found another place where
there
was hardly any wheat at all, and those
stalks
that grew were so short they only came
above
his knee. The wheat-ears were thin
and small,
and looked as if there was nothing but chaff. But this place being open was
full of flowers, such lovely azure
cornflowers
which the people call bluebottles.
Guido took two; they were curious flowers
with knobs surrounded with little blue
flowers
like a lady's bonnet. They were a beautiful
blue, not like any other blue, not
like the
violets in the garden, or the sky over
the
trees, or the geranium in the grass,
or the
bird's-eyes by the path. He loved them
and
held them tight in his hand, and went
on,
leaving the red pimpernel wide open
to the
dry air behind him, but the May-weed
was
everywhere. The May-weed had white
flowers
like a moon-daisy, but not so large,
and
leaves like moss. He could not walk
without
stepping on these mossy tufts, though
he
did not want to hurt them. So he stooped
and stroked the moss-like leaves and
said,
"I do not want to hurt you, but
you
grow so thick I cannot help it."
In
a minute afterwards as he was walking
he
heard a quick rush, and saw the wheat-ears
sway this way and that as if a puff
of wind
had struck them.
Guido stood still and his eyes opened very
wide, he had forgotten to cut a stick
to
fight with: he watched the wheat-ears
sway,
and could see them move for some distance,
and he did not know what it was. Perhaps
it was a wild boar or a yellow lion,
or some
creature no one had ever seen; he would
not
go back, but he wished he had cut a
nice
stick. Just then a swallow swooped
down and
came flying over the wheat so close
that
Guido almost felt the flutter of his
wings,
and as he passed he whispered to Guido
that
it was only a hare. "Then why
did he
run away?" said Guido; "I
should
not have hurt him." But the swallow
had gone up high into the sky again,
and
did not hear him. All the time Guido
was
descending the slope, for little feet
always
go down the hill as water does, and
when
he looked back he found that he had
left
the fir-trees so far behind he was
in the
middle of the field. If any one had
looked
they could hardly have seen him, and
if he
had taken his cap off they could not
have
done so because the yellow curls would
be
so much the same colour as the yellow
corn.
He stooped to see how nicely he could
hide
himself, then he knelt, and in a minute
sat
down, so that the wheat rose up high
above
him.
Another humble-bee went over along the tips
of the wheat - burr-rr - as he passed;
then
a scarlet fly, and next a bright yellow
wasp
who was telling a friend flying behind
him
that he knew where there was such a
capital
piece of wood to bite up into tiny
pieces
and make into paper for the nest in
the thatch,
but his friend wanted to go to the
house
because there was a pear quite ripe
there
on the wall. Next came a moth, and
after
the moth a golden fly, and three gnats,
and
a mouse ran along the dry ground with
a curious
sniffling rustle close to Guido. A
shrill
cry came down out of the air, and looking
up he saw two swifts turning circles,
and
as they passed each other they shrieked
-
their voices were so shrill they shrieked.
They were only saying that in a month
their
little swifts in the slates would be
able
to fly. While he sat so quiet on the
ground
and hidden by the wheat, he heard a
cuckoo
such a long way off it sounded like
a watch
when it is covered up. "Cuckoo"
did not come full and distinct -it
was such
a tiny little "cuckoo" caught
in
the hollow of Guido's ear. The cuckoo
must
have been a mile away.
Suddenly he thought something went over,
and yet he did not see it - perhaps
it was
the shadow - and he looked up and saw
a large
bird not very far up, not farther than
he
could fling, or shoot his arrows, and
the
bird was fluttering his wings, but
did not
move away farther, as if he had been
tied
in the air. Guido knew it was a hawk,
and
the hawk was staying there to see if
there
was a mouse or a little bird in the
wheat.
After a minute the hawk stopped fluttering
and lifted his wings together as a
butterfly
does when he shuts his, and down the
hawk
came, straight into the corn. "Go
away!"
shouted Guido jumping up, and flinging
his
cap, and the hawk, dreadfully frightened
and terribly cross, checked himself
and rose
again with an angry rush. So the mouse
escaped,
but Guido could not find his cap for
some
time. Then he went on, and still the
ground
sloping sent him down the hill till
he came
close to the copse.
Some sparrows came out from the copse, and
he stopped and saw one of them perch
on a
stalk of wheat, with one foot above
the other
sideways, so that he could pick at
the ear
and get the corn. Guido watched the
sparrow
clear the ear, then he moved, and the
sparrows
flew back to the copse, where they
chattered
at him for disturbing them. There was
a ditch
between the corn and the copse, and
a streamlet;
he picked up a stone and threw it in,
and
the splash frightened a rabbit, who
slipped
over the bank and into a hole. The
boughs
of an oak reached out across to the
corn,
and made so pleasant a shade that Guido,
who was very hot from walking in the
sun,
sat down on the bank of the streamlet
with
his feet dangling over it, and watched
the
floating grass sway slowly as the water
ran.
Gently he leaned back till his back
rested
on the sloping ground - he raised one
knee,
and left the other foot over the verge
where
the tip of the tallest rushes touched
it.
Before he had been there a minute he remembered the secret which a fern had taught
him.
First, if he wanted to know anything, or
to hear a story, or what the grass
was saying,
or the oak-leaves singing, he must
be careful
not to interfere as he had done just
now
with the butterfly by trying to catch
him.
Fortunately, that butterfly was a nice
butterfly,
and very kindhearted, but sometimes,
if you
interfered with one thing, it would
tell
another thing, and they would all know
in
a moment, and stop talking, and never
say
a word. Once, while they were all talking
pleasantly, Guido caught a fly in his
hand,
he felt his hand tickle as the fly
stepped
on it, and he shut up his little fist
so
quickly he caught the fly in the hollow
between
the palm and his fingers. The fly went
buzz,
and rushed to get out, but Guido laughed,
so the fly buzzed again, and just told
the
grass, and the grass told the bushes,
and
everything knew in a moment, and Guido
never
heard another word all that day. Yet sometimes now they all knew something
about him, they would go on talking.
You
see, they all rather petted and spoiled
him.
Next, if Guido did not hear them conversing,
the fern said he must touch a little
piece
of grass and put it against his cheek,
or
a leaf, and kiss it, and say, "Leaf,
leaf, tell them I am here."
Now, while he was lying down, and the tip
of the rushes touched his foot, he
remembered
this, so he moved the rush with his
foot
and said, "Rush, rush, tell them
I am
here." Immediately there came
a little
wind, and the wheat swung to and fro,
the
oak-leaves rustled, the rushes bowed,
and
the shadows slipped forwards and back
again.
Then it was still, and the nearest
wheat-ear
to Guido nodded his head, and said
in a very
low tone, "Guido, dear, just this
minute
I do not feel very happy, although
the sunshine is so warm, because I have been
thinking, for we have been in one or
other
of these fields of your papa's a thousand
years this very year. Every year we
have
been sown, and weeded, and reaped,
and garnered.
Every year the sun has ripened us and
the
rain made us grow; every year for a
thousand
years."
"What did you see all that time?"
said Guido.
"The swallows came," said the Wheat,
"and flew over us, and sang a
little
sweet song, and then they went up into
the
chimneys and built their nests."
"At my house?" said Guido.
"Oh, no, dear, the house I was then
thinking of is gone, like a leaf withered
and lost. But we have not forgotten
any of
the songs they sang us, nor have the
swallows
that you see to-day - one of them spoke
to
you just now - forgotten what we said
to
their ancestors. Then the blackbirds
came
out in us and ate the creeping creatures,
so that they should not hurt us, and
went
up into the oaks and whistled such
beautiful
sweet low whistles. Not in those oaks,
dear,
where the blackbirds whistle to-day; even the very oaks have gone, though they
were so strong that one of them defied
the
lightning, and lived years and years
after
it struck him. One of the very oldest
of
the old oaks in the copse, dear, is
his grandchild.
If you go into the copse you will find
an
oak which has only one branch; he is
so old,
he has only that branch left. He sprang
up
from an acorn dropped from an oak that
grew
from an acorn dropped from the oak
the lightning
struck. So that is three oak lives,
Guido
dear, back to the time I was thinking
of
just now. And that oak under whose
shadow
you are now lying is the fourth of
them,
and he is quite young, though he is
so big.
"A jay sowed the acorn from which he
grew up; the jay was in the oak with
one
branch, and some one frightened him,
and
as he flew he dropped the acorn which
he
had in his bill just there, and now
you are
lying in the shadow of the tree. So
you see,
it is a very long time ago, when the
blackbirds
came and whistled up in those oaks
I was
thinking of, and that was why I was
not very
happy."
"But you have heard the blackbirds whistling
ever since?" said Guido; "and
there
was such a big black one up in our
cherry
tree this morning, and I shot my arrow
at
him and very nearly hit him. Besides,
there
is a blackbird whistling now - you
listen.
There, he's somewhere in the copse.
Why can't
you listen to him, and be happy now?"
"I will be happy, dear, as you are here,
but still it is a long, long time,
and then
I think, after I am dead, and there
is more
wheat in my place, the blackbirds will
go
on whistling for another thousand years
after
me. For of course I did not hear them
all
that time ago myself, dear, but the
wheat
which was before me heard them and
told me.
They told me, too, and I know it is
true,
that the cuckoo came and called all
day till
the moon shone at night, and began
again
in the morning before the dew had sparkled
in the sunrise. The dew dries very
soon on
wheat, Guido dear, because wheat is
so dry;
first the sunrise makes the tips of
the wheat
ever so faintly rosy, then it grows
yellow,
then as the heat increases it becomes
white
at noon, and golden in the afternoon,
and
white again under the moonlight. Besides
which wide shadows come over from the
clouds,
and a wind always follows the shadow
and
waves us, and every time we sway to
and fro
that alters our colour. A rough wind
gives
us one tint, and heavy rain another,
and
we look different on a cloudy day to
what
we do on a sunny one. All these colours
changed
on us when the blackbird was whistling
in
the oak the lightning struck, the fourth
one backwards from me; and it makes
me sad
to think that after four more oaks
have gone,
the same colours will come on the wheat
that
will grow then. It is thinking about
those
past colours, and songs, and leaves,
and
of the colours and the sunshine, and
the
songs, and the leaves that will come
in the
future that makes to-day so much. It
makes
to-day a thousand years long backwards,
and
a thousand years long forwards, and
makes
the sun so warm, and the air so sweet,
and
the butterflies so lovely, and the
hum of
the bees, and everything so delicious.
We
cannot have enough of it."
"No, that we cannot," said Guido.
"Go on, you talk so nice and low.
I
feel sleepy and jolly. Talk away, old
Wheat."
"Let me see," said the Wheat. "Once
on a time while the men were knocking
us
out of the ear on a floor with flails,
which
are sticks with little hinges -"
"As if I did not know what a flail was!"
said Guido. "I hit old John with
the
flail, and Ma gave him a shilling not
to
be cross."
"While they were knocking us with the
hard sticks," the Wheat went on,
"we
heard them talking about a king who
was shot
with an arrow like yours in the forest
-
it slipped from a tree, and went into
him
instead of into the deer. And long
before
that the men came up the river - the
stream
in the ditch there runs into the river
-
in rowing ships - how you would like
one
to play in, Guido! For they were not
like
the ships now which are machines, they
were
rowing ships - men's ships - and came
right
up into the land ever so far, all along
the
river up to the place where the stream
in
the ditch runs in; just where your
papa took
you in the punt, and you got the waterlilies,
the white ones."
"And wetted my sleeve right up my arm
- oh, I know! I can row you, old Wheat;
I
can row as well as my papa can."
"But since the rowing ships came, the
ploughs have turned up this ground
a thousand
times," said the Wheat; "and
each
time the furrows smelt sweeter, and
this
year they smelt sweetest of all. The
horses
have such glossy coats, and such fine
manes,
and they are so strong and beautiful.
They
drew the ploughs along and made the
ground
give up its sweetness and savour, and
while
they were doing it, the spiders in
the copse
spun their silk along from the ashpoles,
and the mist in the morning weighed
down
their threads. It was so delicious
to come
out of the clods as we pushed our green
leaves
up and felt the rain, and the wind,
and the
warm sun. Then a little bird came in
the
copse and called, 'Sip-sip, sip, sip,
sip,'
such a sweet low song, and the larks
ran
along the ground in between us, and
there
were bluebells in the copse, and anemones;
till by-and-by the sun made us yellow,
and
the blue flowers that you have in your
hand
came out. I cannot tell you how many
there
have been of these flowers since the
oak
was struck by the lightning, in all
the thousand
years there must have been altogether
- I
cannot tell you how many."
"Why didn't I pick them all?" said
Guido.
"Do you know," said the Wheat,
"we have thought so much more,
and felt
so much more, since your people took
us,
and ploughed for us, and sowed us,
and reaped
us. We are not like the same wheat
we used
to be before your people touched us,
when
we grew wild, and there were huge great
things
in the woods and marshes which I will
not
tell you about lest you should be frightened.
Since we have felt your hands, and
you have
touched us, we have felt so much more.
Perhaps
that was why I was not very happy till
you
came, for I was thinking quite as much
about
your people as about us, and how all
the
flowers of all those thousand years,
and
all the songs, and the sunny days were
gone,
and all the people were gone too, who
had
heard the blackbirds whistle in the
oak the
lightning struck. And those that are
alive
now - there will be cuckoos calling,
and
the eggs in the thrushes' nests, and
blackbirds
whistling, and blue cornflowers, a
thousand
years after every one of them is gone.
"So that is why it is so sweet this
minute, and why I want you, and your
people,
dear, to be happy now and to have all
these
things, and to agree so as not to be
so anxious
and careworn, but to come out with
us, or
sit by us, and listen to the blackbirds,
and hear the wind rustle us, and be
happy.
Oh, I wish I could make them happy,
and do
away with all their care and anxiety,
and
give you all heaps and heaps of flowers!
Don't go away, darling, do you lie
still,
and I will talk and sing to you, and
you can pick some more flowers when you get up.
There is a beautiful shadow there,
and I
heard the streamlet say that he would
sing
a little to you; he is not very big,
he cannot
sing very loud. By-and-by, I know,
the sun
will make us as dry as dry, and darker,
and
then the reapers will come while the
spiders
are spinning their silk again - this
time
it will come floating in the blue air,
for
the air seems blue if you look up.
"It is a great joy to your people, dear,
when the reaping time arrives: the
harvest
is a great joy to you when the thistledown
comes rolling along in the wind. So
that
I shall be happy even when the reapers
cut
me down, because I know it is for you,
and
your people, my love. The strong men
will
come to us gladly, and the women, and
the
little children will sit in the shade
and
gather great white trumpets of convolvulus,
and come to tell their mothers how
they saw
the young partridges in the next field. But there is one thing we do not like,
and that is, all the labour and the
misery.
Why cannot your people have us without
so
much labour, and why are so many of
you unhappy?
Why cannot they be all happy with us
as you
are, dear? For hundreds and hundreds
of years
now the wheat every year has been sorrowful
for your people, and I think we get
more
sorrowful every year about it, because
as
I was telling you just now the flowers
go,
and the swallows go, the old, old oaks
go,
and that oak will go, under the shade of which you are lying,
Guido; and if your people do not gather
the
flowers now, and watch the swallows,
and
listen to the blackbirds whistling,
as you
are listening now while I talk, then
Guido,
my love, they will never pick any flowers,
nor hear any birds' songs. They think
they
will, they think that when they have
toiled,
and worked a long time, almost all
their
lives, then they will come to the flowers,
and the birds, and be joyful in the
sunshine.
But no, it will not be so, for then
they
will be old themselves, and their ears
dull,
and their eyes dim, so that the birds
will
sound a great distance off, and the
flowers
will not seem bright.
"Of course, we know that the greatest
part of your people cannot help themselves,
and must labour on like the reapers
till
their ears are full of the dust of
age. That
only makes us more sorrowful, and anxious
that things should be different. I
do not
suppose we should think about them
had we
not been in man's hand so long that
now we
have got to feel with man. Every year
makes
it more pitiful because then there
are more
flowers gone, and added to the vast
numbers
of those gone before, and never gathered
or looked at, though they could have
given
so much pleasure. And all the work
and labour,
and thinking, and reading and learning
that
your people do ends in nothing - not
even
one flower. We cannot understand why
it should
be so. There are thousands of wheat-ears
in this field, more than you would
know how
to write down with your pencil, though
you
have learned your tables, sir. Yet
all of
us thinking, and talking, cannot understand
why it is when we consider how clever
your
people are, and how they bring ploughs,
and
steam-engines, and put up wires along
the
roads to tell you things when you are
miles
away, and sometimes we are sown where
we
can hear the hum, hum, all day of the
children
learning in the school. The butterflies
flutter
over us, and the sun shines, and the
doves
are very, very happy at their nest,
but the
children go on hum, hum inside this house, and learn, learn. So we
suppose you must be very clever, and
yet
you cannot manage this. All your work
is
wasted, and you labour in vain - you
dare
not leave it a minute.
"If you left it a minute it would all
be gone; it does not mount up and make
a
store, so that all of you could sit
by it
and be happy. Directly you leave off
you
are hungry, and thirsty, and miserable
like
the beggars that tramp along the dusty
road
here. All the thousand years of labour
since
this field was first ploughed have
not stored
up anything for you. It would not matter
about the work so much if you were
only happy;
the bees work every year, but they
are happy;
the doves build a nest every year, but they are very, very happy. We think
it must be because you do not come
out to
us and be with us, and think more as
we do.
It is not because your people have
not got
plenty to eat and drink - you have
as much
as the bees. Why just look at us! Look
at
the wheat that grows all over the world;
all the figures that were ever written
in
pencil could not tell how much, it
is such
an immense quantity. Yet your people
starve
and die of hunger every now and then,
and
we have seen the wretched
"It is not because there is not enough:
it is because your people are so short-sighted,
so jealous and selfish, and so curiously
infatuated with things that are not
so good
as your old toys which you have flung
away
and forgotten. And you teach the children
hum, hum, all day to care about such
silly
things, and to work for them and to
look
to them as the object of their lives.
It
is because you do not share us among
you
without price or difference; because
you
do not share the great earth among
you fairly,
without spite and jealousy and avarice;
because
you will not agree; you silly, foolish
people
to let all the flowers wither for a
thousand
years while you keep each other at
a distance,
instead of agreeing and sharing them!
Is
there something in you - as there is
poison
in the nightshade, you know it, dear,
your
papa told you not to touch it - is
there
a sort of poison in your people that
works
them up into a hatred of one another?
Why,
then, do you not agree and have all
things,
all the great earth can give you, just
as
we have the sunshine and the rain?
How happy
your people could be if they would
only agree!
But you go on teaching even the little
children
to follow the same silly objects, hum,
hum,
hum, all the day, and they will grow
up to
hate each other, and to try which can
get
the most round things - you have one
in your
pocket."
"Sixpence," said Guido. "It's
quite a new one."
"And other things quite as silly,"
the Wheat continued. "All the
time the
flowers are flowering, but they will
go,
even the oaks will go. We think the
reason
you do not all have plenty, and why
you do
not do only just a little work, and
why you
die of hunger if you leave off, and
why so
many of you are unhappy in body and
mind,
and all the misery is because you have
not
got a spirit like the wheat, like us;
you
will not agree, and you will not share,
and
you will hate each other, and you will
be
so avaricious, and you will not touch the flowers,
or go into the sunshine (you would
rather
half of you died among the hard stones
first),
and you will teach your children hum,
hum,
to follow in some foolish course that
has
caused you all this unhappiness a thousand
years, and you will not have a spirit
like
us, and feel like us. Till you have
a spirit
like us, and feel like us, you will
never,
never be happy. Lie still, dear; the
shadow
of the oak is broad and will not move
from
you for a long time yet."
"But perhaps Paul will come up to my
house, and Percy and Morna."
"Look up in the oak very quietly, don't
move, just open your eyes and look,"
said the Wheat, who was very cunning.
Guido
looked and saw a lovely little bird
climbing
up a branch. It was chequered, black
and
white, like a very small magpie, only
without
such a long tail, and it had a spot
of red
about its neck. It was a pied woodpecker,
not the large green woodpecker, but
another
kind. Guido saw it go round the branch,
and
then some way up, and round again till
it
came to a place that pleased it, and then the woodpecker struck the bark
with its bill, tap-tap. The sound was
quite
loud, ever so much more noise than
such a
tiny bill seemed able to make. Tap-tap!
If
Guido had not been still so that the
bird
had come close he would never have
found
it among the leaves. Tap-tap! After
it had
picked out all the insects there, the
woodpecker
flew away over the ashpoles of the
copse.
"I should just like to stroke him,"
said Guido. "If I climbed up into
the
oak perhaps he would come again, and
I could
catch him."
"No," said the Wheat, "he
only comes once a day,"
"Then tell me stories," said Guido,
imperiously.
"I will if I can," said the Wheat.
"Once upon a time, when the oak
the
lightning struck was still living,
and when
the wheat was green in this very field,
a
man came staggering out of the wood,
and
walked out into it. He had an iron
helmet
on, and he was wounded, and his blood
stained
the green wheat red as he walked. He
tried
to get to the streamlet, which was
wider
then, Guido dear, to drink, for he
knew it
was there, but he could not reach it.
He
fell down and died in the green wheat,
dear,
for he was very much hurt with a sharp spear,
but more so with hunger and thirst."
"I am so sorry," said Guido; "and
now I look at you, why you are all
thirsty
and dry, you nice old Wheat, and the
ground
is as dry as dry under you; I will
get you
something to drink."
And down he scrambled into the ditch, setting
his foot firm on a root, for though
he was
so young, he knew how to get down to
the
water without wetting his feet, or
falling
in, and how to climb up a tree, and
everything
jolly. Guido dipped his hand in the
streamlet,
and flung the water over the wheat,
five
or six good sprinklings till the drops
hung
on the wheat-ears. Then he said, "Now
you are better."
"Yes, dear, thank you, my love,"
said the Wheat, who was very pleased,
though
of course the water was not enough
to wet
its roots. Still it was pleasant, like
a
very little shower. Guido lay down
on his
chest this time, with his elbows on
the ground,
propping his head up, and as he now
faced
the wheat he could see in between the
stalks.
"Lie still," said the Wheat, "the
corncrake is not very far off, he has
come
up here since your papa told the mowers
to
mow the meadow, and very likely if
you stay
quiet you will see him. If you do not
understand
all I say, never mind, dear; the sunshine
is warm, but not too warm in the shade,
and
we all love you, and want you to be
as happy
as ever you can be."
"It is jolly to be quite hidden like
this," said Guido. "No one
could
find me; if Paul were to look all day
he
would never find me; even Papa could
not
find me. Now go on and tell me stories."
"Ever so many times, when the oak the
lightning struck was young," said
the
Wheat, "great stags used to come
out
of the wood and feed on the green wheat;
it was early in the morning when they
came.
Such great stags, and so proud, and
yet so
timid, the least thing made them go
bound,
bound, bound."
"Oh, I know!" said Guido; "I
saw some jump over the fence in the
forest
- I am going there again soon. If I
take
my bow I will shoot one!"
"But there are no deer here now,"
said the Wheat; "they have been
gone
a long, long time; though I think your
papa
has one of their antlers,"
"Now, how did you know that?" said
Guido; "you have never been to
our house,
and you cannot see in from here because
the
fir copse is in the way; how do you
find
out these things?"
"Oh!" said the Wheat, laughing,
"we have lots of ways of finding
out
things. Don't you remember the swallow
that
swooped down and told you not to be
frightened
at the hare? The swallow has his nest
at
your house, and he often flies by your
windows
and looks in, and he told me. The birds
tell
us lots of things, and all about what
is
over the sea."
"But that is not a story," said
Guido.
"Once upon a time," said the Wheat,
"when the oak the lightning struck
was
alive, your papa's papa's papa, ever
so much
farther back than that, had all the
fields
round here, all that you can see from
Acre
Hill. And do you know it happened that
in
time every one of them was lost or
sold,
and your family, Guido dear, were homeless
- no house, no garden or orchard, and
no
dogs or guns, or anything jolly. One
day
the papa that was then came along the
road
with his little Guido, and they were beggars, dear, and had no place to sleep,
and they slept all night in the wheat
in
this very field close to where the
hawthorn
bush grows now - where you picked the
May
flowers, you know, my love. They slept
there
all the summer night, and the fern
owls flew
to and fro, and the bats and crickets
chirped,
and the stars shone faintly, as if
they were
made pale by the heat. The poor papa
never
had a house, but that little Guido
lived
to grow up a great man, and he worked
so
hard, and he was so clever, and every
one
loved him, which was the best of all
things.
He bought this very field and then
another,
and another, and got such a lot of
the old
fields back again, and the goldfinches
sang
for joy, and so did the larks and the
thrushes,
because they said what a kind man he
was.
Then his son got some more of them,
till
at last your papa bought ever so many
more.
But we often talk about the little
boy who
slept in the wheat in this field, which
was
his father's father's field. If only
the
wheat then could have helped him, and
been
kind to him, you may be sure it would.
We
love you so much we like to see the
very
crumbs left by the men who do the hoeing
when they eat their crusts; we wish
they
could have more to eat, but we like
to see
their crumbs, which you know are made
of
wheat, so that we have done them some
good
at least."
"That's not a story," said Guido.
"There's a gold coin here somewhere,"
said the Wheat, "such a pretty
one,
it would make a capital button for
your jacket,
dear, or for your mamma; that is all
any
sort of money is good for; I wish all
the
coins were made into buttons for little
Guido."
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