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The Poetry of Nicholas Hancock
The Poet of Despair
Published by The British Hancock Society
with the permission of the author.

REFRACTION IN REVERSE
REFRACTION IN REVERSE

I
Entering the Prism

To D Ward, Psychiatry, Harry came,
hair bouffant and red as a robin's breast;
he kidded the nurse, wouldn't give his name

and a Valencian guy called Paco, obsessed,
who was admitted on a failed suicide
with an ink gun. "No, I no do Rorschach Test!"

Clive strode in, blond as gold, a hand inside
waistcoat grey, thought he was N. Bonaparte -
having whose haemorrhoids he couldn't ride.

Kevin from the Sligo Hills was taking old Clive apart,
whacking the man's palm like a wild manic in deep despair.
"Clive, me dear ol' feller me lad, curse you for your heart!"

Now came a fellow with flowers in his hair -
Toby, his five o'clock shadow quite blue,
thinking that Harry and Paco might jeer.

Joe the Emperor asked, "How do you do?"
Empress Julia (also Joe) said, "Fine.
Take me to the pills-for-patients queue."

Then came Indigo Jones reeking breath on his wine,
and he told the in-patients his measure of life.
"By the spirit of whisky, I swear I've drunk mine."


II
Coming out on the other side

Now Joe and Clive are on chlorpromazine;
their heads are low; they stare at things unseen
through D Ward's windows at a dreary green
while Jones and Paco feast on phenelzine
forgetting in loose slippers what they've been,
eyes cavernous, their bodies stooped and lean,
and Kev and Harry's benzodiazepine
shuts off all will and gives a mask serene
to hide their void; and Toby's no more queen
of blossoms, for he's on clomipramine.

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