THAT TO PHILOSOPHISE IS TO LEARN TO DIE.
MICHEL DE MONTAIGNE,
Essays of Montaigne,
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Preface. The Author to the Reader, Essays
of Montaigne, By Different Methods Men Arrive
At the Same End. Of Sorrow Our Affections
Carry Themselves Beyond Us. How the Soul
Expends Its Passions Upon False Objects,
When the True Are Missed. Whether the Governor
of a Place Besieged Ought to Go Out to Parley.The
Hour of Parley Dangerous. That the Intention
Is Judge of Our Actions. Of Idleness. Of
Liars. Of Quick Or Slow Speech. Of
Prognostications. Of Constancy. Ceremony
of the Interview of Kings. Men Are Punished
For Being Obstinate. In the Defence of a
Fort Without Reason. Of the Punishment of
Cowardice. A Trait of Some Ambassadors.
Of Fear. That We Are Not to Judge of Our
Hour Till After Death. That to Philosophise
Is to Learn to Die. Of the Force of Imagination.
The Profit of One Man Is the Loss of Another.
Of Custom, and of Not Changing a Received
Law.
THAT TO PHILOSOPHISE IS TO LEARN TO DIE.
CICERO SAYS "that to study philosophy
is nothing but to prepare one's self to die.
The reason of which is, because study and
contemplation do in some sort withdraw from
us our soul, and employ it separately from
the body, which is a kind of apprenticeship
and a resemblance of death; or, else, because
all the wisdom and reasoning in the world
do in the end conclude in this point, to
teach us not to fear to die. And to say the
truth, either our reason mocks us, or it
ought to have no other aim but our contentment
only, nor to endeavor anything but, in sum,
to make us live well, and, as the Holy Scripture
says, at our ease. All the opinions of the
world agree in this, that pleasure is our
end, though we make use of divers means to
attain it: they would, otherwise, be rejected
at the first motion; for who would give ear
to him that should propose affliction and
misery for his end? The controversies and
disputes of the philosophical sects upon
this point are merely verbal:-
"Let us skip over those subtle trifles."
-there is more in them of opposition and
obstinacy than is consistent with so sacred
a profession; but whatsoever personage a
man takes upon himself to perform, he ever
mixes his own part with it.
Let the philosophers say what they will,
the main thing at which we all aim, even
in virtue itself, is pleasure. It amuses
me to rattle in their ears this word, which
they so nauseate to hear; and if it signify
some supreme pleasure and excessive contentment,
it is more due to the assistance of virtue
than to any other assistance whatever. This
pleasure, for being more gay, more sinewy,
more robust, favorable, gentle, and natural,
and not that of vigor, from which we have
denominated it. The other, and meaner pleasure,
if it could deserve this fair name, it ought
to be by way of competition, and not of privilege.
I find it less exempt from traverses and
inconveniences than virtue itself; and, besides
that the enjoyment is more momentary, fluid,
and frail, it has its watchings, fasts, and
labors, its sweat and its blood; and, moreover,
has particular to itself so many several
sorts of sharp and wounding passions, and
so dull a satiety attending it, as equal
it to the severest penance. And we mistake
if we think that these incommodities serve
it for a spur and a seasoning to its sweetness
(as in nature one contrary is quickened by
another), or say, when we come to virtue,
that like consequences and difficulties overwhelm
and render it austere and inaccessible; whereas,
much more aptly than in voluptuousness, they
ennoble, sharpen, and heighten the perfect
and divine pleasure they procure us. He renders
himself unworthy of it who will counterpoise
its cost with its fruit, and neither understands
the blessing nor how to use it. Those who
preach to us that the quest of it is craggy,
difficult, and painful, but its fruition
pleasant, what do they mean by that but to
tell us that it is always unpleasing? For
what human means will ever attain its enjoyment?
The most perfect have been fain to content
themselves to aspire unto it, and to approach
it only, without ever possessing it. But
they are deceived, seeing that of all the
pleasures we know, the very pursuit is pleasant.
The attempt ever relishes of the quality
of the thing to which it is directed, for
it is a good part of, and consubstantial
with, the effect. The felicity and beatitude
that glitters in Virtue, shines throughout
all her appurtenances and avenues, even to
the first entry and utmost limits.
Now, of all the benefits that virtue confers
upon us, the contempt of death is one of
the greatest, as the means that accommodates
human life with a soft and easy tranquillity,
and gives us a pure and pleasant taste of
living, without which all other pleasure
would be extinct. Which is the reason why
all the rules centre and concur in this one
article. And although they all in like manner,
with common accord, teach us also to despise
pain, poverty, and the other accidents to
which human life is subject, it is not, nevertheless,
with the same solicitude, as well by reason
these accidents are not of so great necessity,
the greater part of mankind passing over
their whole lives without ever knowing what
poverty is, and some without sorrow or sickness,
as Xenophilus the musician, who lived a hundred
and six years in a perfect and continual
health; as also because, at the worst, death
can, whenever we please, cut short and put
an end to all other inconveniences. But as
to death, it is inevitable:-
"We are all bound one way; the urn of
all is overturned sooner or later. It is
our lot to depart, and to go into eternal
banishment in the skiff. All must to eternal
exile sail away."
and, consequently, if it frights us, 'tis
a perpetual torment, for which there is no
sort of consolation. There is no way by which
it may not reach us. We may continually turn
our heads this way and that, as in a suspected
country:-
"Which ever, like the stone over Tantalus,
hangs over us."
Our courts of justice often send back condemned
criminals to be executed upon the place where
the crime was committed; but, carry them
to fine houses by the way, prepare for them
the best entertainment you can:-
"Not Sicilian dainties will yield a
sweet flavor, nor the melody of birds and
harps bring back sleep."
Do you think they can relish it? and that
the fatal end of their journey being continually
before their eyes, would not alter and deprave
their palate from tasting these regalios?-
"He comprehends the route, computes
the days, and measures his life by the length
of the journey; he is racked by the coming
trouble."
The end of our race is death; 'tis the necessary
object of our aim, which, if it fright us,
how is it possible to advance a step without
a fit of ague? The remedy the vulgar use
is not to think on't; but from what brutish
stupidity can they derive so gross a blindness?
They must bridle the ass by the tail:-
"Who in his folly seeks to advance backwards."
'tis no wonder if he be often trapped in
the pitfall. They affright people with the
very mention of death, and many cross themselves,
as it were the name of the devil. And because
the making a man's will is in reference to
dying, not a man will be persuaded to take
a pen in hand to that purpose, till the physician
has passed sentence upon him, and totally
given him over, and then betwixt grief and
terror, God knows in how fit a condition
of understanding he is to do it.
The Romans, by reason that this poor syllable
death sounded so harshly to their ears and
seemed so ominous, found out a way to soften
and spin it out by a periphrasis, and instead
of pronouncing such a one is dead, said,
"Such a one has lived," or "Such
a one has ceased to live;" for, provided
there was any mention of life in the case,
though past, it carried yet some sound of
consolation. And from them it is that we
have borrowed our expression, "feu Monsieur
un tel." Peradventure, as the saying
is, the term we have lived is worth our money.
I was born betwixt eleven and twelve o'clock
in the forenoon the last day of February,
1533, according to our computation, beginning
the year the 1st of January, and it is now
but just fifteen days since I was complete
nine-and-thirty years old; I make account
to live, at least, as many more. In the meantime,
to trouble a man's self with the thought
of a thing so far off were folly. But what?
Young and old die upon the same terms; no
one departs out of life otherwise than if
he had but just before entered into it; neither
is any man so old and decrepit, who, having
heard of Methuselah, does not think he has
yet twenty years good to come. Fool that
thou art! who has assured unto thee the term
of life? Thou dependest upon physicians'
tales: rather consult effects and experience.
According to the common course of things,
'tis long since that thou hast lived by extraordinary
favor; thou hast already outlived the ordinary
term of life. And that it is so, reckon up
thy acquaintance, how many more have died
before they arrived at thy age than have
attained unto it; and of those who have ennobled
their lives by their renown, take but an
account, and I dare lay a wager thou wilt
find more who have died before than after
five-and-thirty years of age. It is full
both of reason and piety, too, to take example
by the humanity of Jesus Christ Himself;
now, He ended His life at three-and-thirty
years. The greatest man, that was no more
than a man, Alexander, died also at the same
age. How many several ways has death to surprise
us?
"Whatever each man may avoid, he is
never cautious enough at times."
To omit fevers and pleurisies, who would
ever have imagined that a duke of Brittany
should be pressed to death in a crowd as
that duke was at the entry of Pope Clement,
my neighbor, into Lyons? Has thou not seen
one of our kings killed at a tilting, and
did not one of his ancestors die by collision
with a hog? Aeschylus, threatened with the
fall of a house, was to much purpose circumspect
to avoid that danger, seeing that he was
knocked on the head by a tortoise falling
out of an eagle's talons in the air. Another
was choked with a grape-stone; an emperor
killed with the scratch of a comb in combing
his head. Aemilius Lepidus with a stumble
at his own threshold, and Aufidius with a
jostle against the door as he entered the
council-chamber. And betwixt the very thighs
of women, Cornelius Gallus the praetor; Tigillinus,
captain of the watch at Rome; Ludovico, son
of Guidone di Gonzaga, Captain of Mantua;
and (of worse example) Speusippus, a Platonic
philosopher, and one of our Popes. The poor
judge Bebius gave adjournment in a case for
eight days; but he himself, meanwhile, was
condemned by death, and his own stay of life
expired. Whilst Caius Julius, the physician,
was anointing the eyes of a patient, death
closed his own; and, if I may bring in an
example of my own blood, a brother of mine,
Captain St. Martin, a young man, three-and-twenty
years old, who had already given sufficient
testimony of his valor, playing a match at
tennis, received a blow of a ball a little
above his right ear, which, as it gave no
manner of sign of wound or contusion, he
took no notice of it, nor so much as sat
down to repose himself, but, nevertheless,
died within five or six hours after of an
apoplexy occasioned by that blow.
These so frequent and common examples passing
every day before our eyes, how is it possible
a man should disengage himself from the thought
of death, or avoid fancying that it has us
every moment by the throat? What matter is
it, you will say, which way it comes to pass,
provided a man does not terrify himself with
the expectation? For my part, I am of this
mind, and if a man could by any means avoid
it, though by creeping under a calf's skin,
I am one that should not be ashamed of the
shift; all I aim at is, to pass my time at
my ease, and the recreations that will most
contribute to it, I take hold of, as little
glorious and exemplary as you will:-
"I should prefer to seem mad and a sluggard,
so that my defects are agreeable to myself,
or that I am not painfully conscious of them,
than be wise, and chafe."
But 'tis folly to think of doing anything
that way. They go, they come, they gallop
and dance, and not a word of death. All this
is very fine; but withal, when it comes either
to themselves, their wives, their children,
or friends, surprising them at unawares and
unprepared, then, what torment, what outcries,
what madness and despair! Did you ever see
anything so subdued, so changed, and so confounded?
A man must, therefore, make more early provision
for it; and this brutish negligence, could
it possibly lodge in the brain of any man
of sense (which I think utterly impossible),
sells us its merchandise too dear. Were it
an enemy that could be avoided, I would then
advise to borrow arms even of cowardice itself;
but seeing it is not, and that it will catch
you as well flying and playing the poltroon,
as standing to't like an honest man:-
"He pursues the man who flees from him,
nor spares the hamstrings of the unwarlike
youth and his fearful back."
And seeing that no temper of arms is of proof
to secure us:-
"Though he take the precaution to cover
himself with iron or brass, death will pull
his head out thence."
-let us learn bravely to stand our ground,
and fight him. And to begin to deprive him
of the greatest advantage he has over us,
let us take a way quite contrary to the common
course. Let us disarm him of his novelty
and strangeness, let us converse and be familiar
with him, and have nothing so frequent in
our thoughts as death. Upon all occasions
represent him to our imagination in his every
shape; at the stumbling of a horse, at the
falling of a tile, at the least prick with
a pin, let us presently consider, and say
to ourselves, "Well, and what if it
had been death itself?" and, thereupon,
let us encourage and fortify ourselves. Let
us evermore, amidst our jollity and feasting,
set the remembrance of our frail condition
before our eyes, never suffering ourselves
to be so far transported with our delights,
but that we have some intervals of reflecting
upon, and considering how many several ways
this jollity of our tends to death, and with
how many dangers it threatens it. The Egyptians
were wont to do after this manner, who in
the height of their feasting and mirth, caused
a dried skeleton of a man to be brought into
the room to serve for a memento to their
guests:-
"Think that each day has dawned for
thee the last; the hour which shall follow
will be the more grateful."
Where death waits for us is uncertain; let
us look for him everywhere. The premeditation
of death is the premeditation of liberty;
he who has learned to die has unlearned to
serve. There is nothing evil in life for
him who rightly comprehends that the privation
of life is no evil: to know how to die delivers
us from all subjection and constraint. Paulus
Aemilius answered him whom the miserable
King of Macedon, his prisoner, sent to entreat
him that he would not lead him in his triumph,
"Let him make that request to himself."
In truth, in all things, if nature do not
help a little, it is very hard for art and
industry to perform anything to purpose.
I am in my own nature not melancholic, but
meditative; and there is nothing I have more
continually entertained myself withal than
imaginations of death, even in the most wanton
time of my age:-
"When my florid age rejoiced in pleasant
spring."
In the company of ladies, and at games, some
have perhaps thought me possessed with some
jealousy, or the uncertainty of some hope,
whilst I was entertaining myself with the
remembrance of some one, surprised, a few
days before, with a burning fever of which
he died, returning from an entertainment
like this, with his head full of idle fancies
of love and jollity, as mine was then, and
that, for aught I knew, the same destiny
was attending me.
"Presently the present will have gone,
never to be recalled."
Yet did not this thought wrinkle my forehead
any more than any other. It is impossible
but we must feel a sting in such imaginations
as these, at first; but with often turning
and re-turning them in one's mind, they,
at last, become so familiar as to be no trouble
at all: otherwise, I, for my part, should
be in a perpetual fright and frenzy; for
never man was so distrustful of his life,
never man so uncertain as to its duration.
Neither health, which I have hitherto ever
enjoyed very strong and vigorous, and very
seldom interrupted, does prolong, nor sickness
contract my hopes. Every minute, methinks,
I am escaping, and it eternally runs in my
mind, that what may be done to-morrow, may
be done to-day. Hazards and dangers do, in
truth, little or nothing hasten our end;
and if we consider how many thousands more
remain and hang over our heads, besides the
accident that immediately threatens us, we
shall find that the sound and the sick, those
that are abroad at sea, and those that sit
by the fire, those who are engaged in battle,
and those who sit idle at home, are the one
as near it as the other.
"No man is more fragile than another:
no man more certain than another of to-morrow."
For anything I have to do before I die, the
longest leisure would appear too short, were
it but an hour's business I had to do.
A friend of mine the other day turning over
my tablets, found therein a memorandum of
something I would have done after my decease,
whereupon I told him, as it was really true,
that though I was no more than a league's
distance only from my own house, and merry
and well, yet when that thing came into my
head, I made haste to write it down there,
because I was not certain to live till I
came home. As a man that am eternally brooding
over my own thoughts, and confine them to
my own particular concerns, I am at all hours
as well prepared as I am ever like to be,
and death, whenever he shall come, can bring
nothing along with him I did not expect long
before. We should always, as near as we can,
be booted and spurred, and ready to go, and,
above all things, take care, at that time,
to have no business with any one but one's
self:-
"Why in our short life do we, when we
are strong, aim at many things?"
for we shall there find work enough to do,
without any need of addition. One man complains,
more than of death, that he is thereby prevented
of a glorious victory; another, that he must
die before he has married his daughter, or
educated his children; a third seems only
troubled that he must lose the society of
his wife; a fourth, the conversation of his
son, as the principal comfort and concern
of his being. For my part, I am, thanks be
to God, at this instant in such a condition,
that I am ready to dislodge, whenever it
shall please Him, without regret for anything
whatsoever. I disengage myself throughout
from all worldly relations; my leave is soon
taken of all but myself. Never did any one
prepare to bid adieu to the world more absolutely
and unreservedly, and to shake hands with
all manner of interest in it, than I expect
to do. The deadest deaths are the best:-
" 'Wretch that I am,' they cry, 'one
fatal day has deprived me of all joys of
life.' "
And the builder:-
"The works are suspended, the huge pinnacles
of the walls unmade."
A man must design nothing that will require
so much time to the finishing, or, at least,
with no such passionate desire to see it
brought to perfection. We are born to action:-
"When I shall die, let me be released
even amid my work."
I would always have a man to be doing, and,
as much as in him lies, to extend and spin
out the offices of life; and then let death
take me planting my cabbages, indifferent
to him, and still less of my garden not being
finished. I saw one die, who, at his last
gasp, complained of nothing so much as that
destiny was about to cut the thread of a
chronicle he was then compiling, when he
was gone no farther than the fifteenth or
sixteenth of our kings:-
"That in these things they do not add;
nor does the desire of one of them survive
in thee."
We are to discharge ourselves from these
vulgar and hurtful humors. To this purpose
it was that men first appointed the places
of sepulture adjoining the churches, and
in the most frequented places of the city,
to accustom, says Lycurgus, the common people,
women, and children, that they should not
be startled at the sight of a corpse, and
to the end, that the continual spectacle
of bones, graves, and funeral obsequies should
put us in mind of our frail condition:-
"It was formerly the custom to enliven
banquets with slaughter, and to combine with
the repast the dire spectacle of men contending
with the sword, the dying in many cases falling
upon the cups, and covering the tables with
blood."
And as the Egyptians after their feasts were
wont to present the company with a great
image of death, by one that cried out to
them, "Drink and be merry, for such
shalt thou be when thou art dead;" so
it is my custom to have death not only in
my imagination, but continually in my mouth.
Neither is there anything of which I am so
inquisitive, and delight to inform myself,
as the manner of men's deaths, their words,
looks, and bearing; nor any places in history
I am so intent upon; and it is manifest enough,
by my crowding in examples of this kind,
that I have a particular fancy for that subject.
If I were a writer of books, I would compile
a register, with a comment, of the various
deaths of men: he who should teach men to
die would at the same time teach them to
live. Dicarchus made one, to which he gave
that title; but it was designed for another
and less profitable end.
Peradventure, some one may object, that the
pain and terror of dying so infinitely exceed
all manner of imagination, that the best
fencer will be quite out of his play when
it comes to the push. Let them say what they
will: to premediate is doubtless a very great
advantage; and besides, is it nothing to
go so far, at least, without disturbance
or alteration? Moreover, Nature herself assists
and encourages us: if the death be sudden
and violent, we have not leisure to fear;
if otherwise, I perceive that as I engage
further in my disease, I naturally enter
into a certain loathing and disdain of life.
I find I have much more ado to digest this
resolution of dying, when I am well in health,
than when languishing of a fever; and by
how much I have less to do with the commodities
of life, by reason that I begin to lose the
use and pleasure of them, by so much I look
upon death with less terror. Which makes
me hope, that the further I remove from the
first, and the nearer I approach to the latter,
I shall the more easily exchange the one
for the other. And, as I have experienced
in other occurrences, that, as Caesar says,
things often appear greater to us at distance
than near at hand, I have found, that being
well, I have had maladies in much greater
horror than when really afflicted with them.
The vigor wherein I now am, the cheerfulness
and delight wherein I now live, make the
contrary estate appear in so great a disproportion
to my present condition, that, by imagination,
I magnify those inconveniences by one-half,
and apprehend them to be much more troublesome,
than I find them really to be, when they
lie the most heavy upon me; I hope to find
death the same.
Let us but observe in the ordinary changes
and declinations we daily suffer, how nature
deprives us of the light and sense of our
bodily decay. What remains to an old man
of the vigor of his youth and better days?-
"Alas, to old men what portion of life
remains."
Caesar, to an old weather-beaten soldier
of his guards, who came to ask him leave
that he might kill himself, taking notice
of his withered body and decrepit motion,
pleasantly answered, "Thou fanciest,
then, that thou art yet alive." Should
a man fall into this condition on the sudden,
I do not think humanity capable of enduring
such a change: but nature, leading us by
the hand, an easy and, as it were, an insensible
pace, step by step conducts us to that miserable
state, and by that means makes it familiar
to us, so that we are insensible of the stroke
when our youth dies in us, though it be really
a harder death than the final dissolution
of a languishing body, than the death of
old age; forasmuch as the fall is not so
great from an uneasy being to none at all,
as it is from a sprightly and flourishing
being to one that is troublesome and painful.
The body, bent and bowed, has less force
to support a burden; and it is the same with
the soul, and therefore it is, that we are
to raise her up firm and erect against the
power of this adversary. For, as it is impossible
she should ever be at rest, whilst she stands
in fear of it; so, if she once can assure
herself, she may boast (which is a thing
as it were surpassing human condition) that
it is impossible that disquiet, anxiety,
or fear, or any other disturbance, should
inhabit or have any place in her:-
"Not the menacing look of a tyrant shakes
her well-settled soul, nor turbulent Auster,
the prince of the stormy Adriatic, nor yet
the strong hand of thundering Jove, such
a temper moves."
She is then become sovereign of all her lusts
and passions, mistress of necessity, shame,
poverty, and all the other injuries of fortune.
Let us, therefore, as many of us as can,
get this advantage; 'tis the true and sovereign
liberty here on earth, that fortifies us
wherewithal to defy violence and injustice,
and to contemn prisons and chains:-
"I will keep thee in fetters and chains,
in custody of a savage keeper.-The god himself,
when I fly, will loose me. I think he feels
this; I shall die. Death is the term of all
things."
Our very religion itself has no surer human
foundation than the contempt of death. Not
only the argument of reason invites us to
it-for why should we fear to lose a thing,
which being lost, cannot be lamented?-but,
also, seeing we are threatened by so many
sorts of death, is it not infinitely worse
eternally to fear them all, than once to
undergo one of them? And what matters it,
when it shall happen, since it is inevitable?
To him that told Socrates, "The thirty
tyrants have sentenced thee to death;"
"And nature them," said he. What
a ridiculous thing it is to trouble ourselves
about taking the only step that is to deliver
us from all trouble! As our birth brought
us the birth of all things, so in our death
is the death of all things included. And
therefore to lament that we shall not be
alive a hundred years hence, is the same
folly as to be sorry we were not alive a
hundred years ago. Death is the beginning
of another life. So did we weep, and so much
it cost us to enter into this, and so did
we put off our former veil in entering into
it. Nothing can be a grievance that is but
once. Is it reasonable so long to fear a
thing that will so soon be despatched? Long
life, and short, are by death made all one;
for there is no long, nor short, to things
that are no more. Aristotle tells us that
there are certain little beasts upon the
banks of the river Hypanis, that never live
above a day: they which die at eight of the
clock in the morning, die in their youth,
and those that die at five in the evening,
in their decrepitude: which of us would not
laugh to see this moment of continuance put
into the consideration of weal or woe? The
most and the least, of ours, in comparison
with eternity, or yet with the duration of
mountains, rivers, stars, trees, and even
of some animals, is no less ridiculous.
But nature compels us to it. "Go out
of this world," says she, "as you
entered into it; the same pass you made from
death to life, without passion or fear, the
same, after the same manner, repeat from
life to death. Your death is a part of the
order of the universe, 'tis a part of the
life of the world:-
"Mortals, amongst themselves, live by
turns, and, like the runners in the games,
give up the lamp, when they have won the
race, to the next comer."
"Shall I exchange for you this beautiful
contexture of things? 'Tis the condition
of your creation; death is a part of you,
and whilst you endeavor to evade it, you
evade yourselves. This very being of yours
that you now enjoy is equally divided betwixt
life and death. The day of your birth is
one day's advance towards the grave:-
"The first hour that gave us life took
away also an hour."
"As we are born we die, and the end
commences with the beginning."
"All the whole time you live, you purloin
from life, and live at the expense of life
itself. The perpetual work of your life is
but to lay the foundation of death. You are
in death, whilst you are in life, because
you still are after death, when you are no
more alive; or, if you had rather have it
so, you are dead after life, but dying all
the while you live; and death handles the
dying much more rudely than the dead, and
more sensibly and essentially. If you have
made your profit of life, you have had enough
of it; go your way satisfied:-
"Why not depart from life as a sated
guest from a feast?"
"If you have not known how to make the
best use of it, if it was unprofitable to
you, what need you care to lose it, to what
end would you desire longer to keep it?-
"Why seek to add longer life, merely
to renew ill-spent time, and be again tormented?"
"Life in itself is neither good nor
evil; it is the scene of good or evil, as
you make it. And, if you have lived a day,
you have seen all: one day is equal and like
to all other days. There is no other light,
no other shade; this very sun, this moon,
these very stars, this very order and disposition
of things, is the same your ancestors enjoyed,
and that shall also entertain your posterity:-
"Your grandsires saw no other things,
nor will your nephews."
"And, come the worst that can come,
the distribution and variety of all the acts
of my comedy are performed in a year. If
you have observed the revolution of my four
seasons, they comprehend the infancy, the
youth, the virility, and the old age of the
world: the year has played his part, and
knows no other art but to begin again; it
will always be the same thing:-
"We are turning in the same circle,
and are ever therein confined."
"And the year revolves on itself in
the same track."
"I am not prepared to create for you
any new recreations:-
"There is nothing besides that I can
devise, nor find to please you: they are
always the same things."
"Give place to others, as others have
given place to you. Equality is the soul
of equity. Who can complain of being comprehended
in the same destiny, wherein all are involved?
Besides, live as long as you can, you shall
by that nothing shorten the space you are
to be dead; 'tis all to no purpose; you shall
be every whit as long in the condition you
so much fear, as if you had died at nurse:-
"You may live as many ages as you will,
that everlasting death will nevertheless
remain."
"And yet I will place you in such a
condition as you shall have no reason to
be displeased:-
"Know you not that, when dead, there
can be no other living self to lament you
dead, standing on your grave."
"Nor shall you so much as wish for the
life you are so concerned about:-
"No one then troubles himself about
himself, or about life."
"Nor has any regret about himself."
"Death would seem much less to us-if
indeed there could be less in that which
we see to be nothing."
"Death is less to be feared than nothing,
if there could be anything less than nothing:-
"Neither can it any way concern you,
whether you are living or dead: living, by
reason that you are still in being; dead,
because you are no more. Moreover, no one
dies before his hour: the time you leave
behind was no more yours than that was lapsed
and gone before you came into the world;
nor does it any more concern you:-
"Consider how as nothing to us is the
old age of times past."
"Wherever your life ends, it is all
there. The utility of living consists not
in the length of days, but in the use of
time; a man may have lived long, and yet
lived but a little. Make use of time while
it is present with you. It depends upon your
will, and not upon the number of days, to
have a sufficient length of life. Is it possible
you can imagine never to arrive at the place
towards whieh you are continually going?
and yet there is no journey but hath its
end. And, if company will make it more pleasant
or more easy to you, does not all the world
go the self-same way?-
"All things, then, life over, must follow
thee."
"Does not all the world dance the same
brawl that you do? Is there anything that
does not grow old, as well as you? A thousand
men, a thousand animals, a thousand other
creatures, die at the same moment that you
die:-
"No night has followed day, no day has
followed night, in which there has not been
heard sobs and sorrowing cries, the companions
of death and funerals."
"To what end should you endeavor to
draw back, if there be no possibility to
evade it? you have seen examples enough of
those who have been well pleased to die,
as thereby delivered from heavy miseries;
but have you ever found any who have been
dissatisfied with dying? It must, therefore,
needs be very foolish to condemn a thing
you have neither experimented in your own
person, nor by that of any other. Why dost
thou complain of me and of destiny? Do we
do thee any wrong? Is it for thee to govern
us, or for us to govern thee? Though, peradventure,
thy age may not be accomplished, yet thy
life is: a man of low stature is as much
a man as a giant; neither men nor their lives
are measured by the ell. Chiron refused to
be immortal, when he was acquainted with
the conditions under which he was to enjoy
it, by the god of time itself and its duration,
his father Saturn. Do but seriously consider
how much more insupportable and painful an
immortal life would be to man than what I
have already given him. If you had not death,
you would eternally curse me for having deprived
you of it; I have mixed a little bitterness
with it, to the end, that seeing of what
convenience it is, you might not too greedily
and indiscreetly seek and embrace it: and
that you might be so established in this
moderation, as neither to nauseate life,
nor have any antipathy for dying, which I
have decreed you shall once do, I have tempered
the one and the other betwixt pleasure and
pain. It was I that taught Thales, the most
eminent of your sages, that to live and to
die were indifferent; which made him, very
wisely, answer him, 'Why then he did not
die?' 'Because,' said he, 'it is indifferent.'
Water, earth, air, and fire, and the other
parts of this creation of mine, are no more
instruments of thy life than they are of
thy death. Why dost thou fear thy last day?
it contributes no more to thy dissolution,
than every one of the rest: the last step
is not the cause of lassitude: it does not
confess it. Every day travels towards death;
the last only arrives at it." These
are the good lessons our mother Nature teaches.
I have often considered with myself whence
it should proceed, that in war the image
of death, whether we look upon it in ourselves
or in others, should, without comparison,
appear less dreadful than at home in our
own houses (for if it were not so, it would
be an army of doctors and whining milksops),
and that being still in all places the same,
there should be, notwithstanding, much more
assurance in peasants and the meaner sort
of people, than in others of better quality.
I believe, in truth, that it is those terrible
ceremonies and preparations wherewith we
set it out, that more terrify us than the
thing itself; a new, quite contrary way of
living; the cries of mothers, wives, and
children; the visits of astounded and afflicted
friends; the attendance of pale and blubbering
servants; a dark room, set round with burning
tapers; our beds environed with physicians
and divines; in sum, nothing but ghostliness
and horror round about us; we seem dead and
buried already. Children are afraid even
of those they are best acquainted with, when
disguised in a visor; and so 'tis with us;
the visor must be removed as well from things
as from persons, that being taken away, we
shall find nothing underneath but the very
same death that a mean servant or a poor
chambermaid died a day or two ago, without
any manner of apprehension. Happy is the
death that deprives us of leisure for preparing
such ceremonials.
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