A July fly went sideways over the long grass.
His wings made a burr about him like a net,
beating so fast they wrapped him round with
a cloud. Every now and then, as he flew over
the trees of grass, a taller one than common
stopped him, and there he clung, and then
the eye had time to see the scarlet spots--the
loveliest colour--on his wings. The wind
swung the bennet and loosened his hold, and
away he went again over the grasses, and
not one jot did he care if they were Poa or Festuca, or Bromus or Hordeum, or any other name. Names were nothing to
him; all he had to do was to whirl his scarlet
spots about in the brilliant sun, rest when
he liked, and go on again. I wonder whether
it is a joy to have bright scarlet spots,
and to be clad in the purple and gold of
life; is the colour felt by the creature
that wears it? The rose, restful of a dewy
morn before the sunbeams have topped the
garden wall, must feel a joy in its own fragrance,
and know the exquisite hue of its stained
petals. The rose sleeps in its beauty.
The fly whirls his scarlet-spotted wings
about and splashes himself with sunlight,
like the children on the sands. He thinks
not of the grass and sun; he does not heed
them at all--and that is why he is so happy-any
more than the barefoot children ask why the
sea is there, or why it does not quite dry
up when it ebbs. He is unconscious; he lives
without thinking about living; and if the
sunshine were a hundred hours long, still
it would not be long enough. No, never enough
of sun and sliding shadows that come like
a hand over the table to lovingly reach our
shoulder, never enough of the grass that
smells sweet as a flower, not if we could
live years and years equal in number to the
tides that have ebbed and flowed counting
backwards four years to every day and night,
backward still till we found out which came
first, the night or the day. The scarlet-dotted
fly knows nothing of the names of the grasses
that grow here where the sward nears the
sea, and thinking of him I have decided not
to wilfully seek to learn any more of their
names either. My big grass book I have left
at home, and the dust is settling on the
gold of the binding. I have picked a handful
this morning of which I know nothing. I will
sit here on the turf and the scarlet-dotted
flies shall pass over me, as if I too were
but a grass. I will not think, I will be
unconscious, I will live.
Listen! that was the low sound of a summer
wavelet striking the uncovered rock over
there beneath in the green sea. All things
that are beautiful are found by chance, like
everything that is good. Here by me is a
praying-rug, just wide enough to kneel on,
of the richest gold inwoven with crimson.
All the Sultans of the East never had such
beauty as that to kneel on. It is, indeed,
too beautiful to kneel on, for the life in
these golden flowers must not be broken down
even for that purpose. They must not be defaced,
not a stem bent; it is more reverent not
to kneel on them, for this carpet prays itself
I will sit by it and let it pray for me.
It is so common, the bird's-foot lotus, it
grows everywhere; yet if I purposely searched
for days I should not have found a plot like
this, so rich, so golden, so glowing with
sunshine. You might pass by it in one stride,
yet it is worthy to be thought of for a week
and remembered for a year. Slender grasses,
branched round about with slenderer boughs,
each tipped with pollen and rising in tiers
cone-shaped--too delicate to grow tall--cluster
at the base of the mound. They dare not grow
tall or the wind would snap them. A great
grass, stout and thick, rises three feet
by the hedge, with a head another foot nearly,
very green and strong and bold, lifting itself
right up to you; you must say, 'What a fine
grass!' Grasses whose awns succeed each other
alternately; grasses whose tops seem flattened;
others drooping over the shorter blades beneath;
some that you can only find by parting the
heavier growth around them; hundreds and
hundreds, thousands and thousands. The kingly
poppies on the dry summit of the mound take
no heed of these, the populace, their subjects
so numerous they cannot be numbered. A barren
race they are, the proud poppies, lords of
the July field, taking no deep root, but
raising up a brilliant blazon of scarlet
heraldry out of nothing. They are useless,
they are bitter, they are allied to sleep
and poison and everlasting night; yet they
are forgiven because they are not commonplace.
Nothing, no abundance of them, can ever make
the poppies commonplace. There is genius
in them, the genius of colour, and they are
saved. Even when they take the room of the
corn we must admire them. The mighty multitude
of nations, the millions and millions of
the grass stretching away in intertangled
ranks, through pasture and mead from shore
to shore, have no kinship with these their
lords. The ruler is always a foreigner. From
England to China the native born is no king;
the poppies are the Normans of the field.
One of these on the mound is very beautiful,
a width of petal, a clear silkiness of colour
three shades higher than the rest--it is
almost dark with scarlet. I wish I could
do something more than gaze at all this scarlet
and gold and crimson and green, something
more than see it, not exactly to drink it
or inhale it, but in some way to make it
part of me that I might live it.
The July grasses must be looked for in corners
and out-of-the-way places, and not in the
broad acres--the scythe has taken them there.
By the wayside on the banks of the lane,
near the gateway--look, too, in uninteresting
places behind incomplete buildings on the
mounds cast up from abandoned foundations
where speculation has been and gone. There
weeds that would not have found resting-place
elsewhere grow unchecked, and uncommon species
and unusually large growths appear. Like
everything else that is looked for, they
are found under unlikely conditions. At the
back of ponds, just inside the enclosure
of woods, angles of corn-fields, old quarries,
that is where to find grasses, or by the
sea in the brackish marsh. Some of the finest
of them grow by the mere road-side; you may
look for others up the lanes in the deep
ruts, look too inside the hollow trees by
the stream. In a morning you may easily garner
together a great sheaf of this harvest. Cut
the larger stems aslant, like the reeds imitated
deep in old green glass. You must consider
as you gather them the height and slenderness
of the stems, the droop and degree of curve,
the shape and colour of the panicle, the
dusting of the pollen, the motion and sway
in the wind. The sheaf you may take home
with you, but the wind that was among it
stays without. |