Rooks - A Ghost Story.
Overture
He leans forward and taps lightly on
the
glass that separates him from the driver.
"Straight on here, then fork left
at
the next junction by the church!"
The narrow streets of Warminster slide
past
the darkened glass of the car window.
The
Post Office, the Old Bell public house,
the
drinking fountain, the road that leads
to
the railway station. Two small children
stand
and wave as the car glides by.
"Heytesbury six miles Mr. Eliot!"
Shouts the chauffeur. "I've just
spotted
the sign!"
The poet seems to be drawn down into
the
deeply padded leather upholstery. It
enfolds
him in a dermal embrace. The gentle
swaying
of the vehicle with its purring engine,
and
the swishing of the September winds
are soothing
emissaries of Morpheus.
A book of Sassoon's war poetry, a last
minute
preparation for the conversations to
come,
lies beside him on the spacious rear
seat of the Rolls Royce
together with his pipe and tobacco
pouch.
He dozes. As he often does when travelling
in a half waking state. He muses
about
time, His mind grapples deliciously
with
concepts of past and present and future
time,
and how they are all inextricably interwoven
and cross-connected.
The car hums quietly
onward down the leafy rural lanes.
An unseen
kestrel lifts lazily over a hill, and
with
languid strokes of its wings soars
upward
against the golden red orb of the late
afternoon
sun.
The driver glances in his mirror at
the slight
figure of his slumbering employer in
the
rear. The journey from London had been
stressful.
The slow-moving heavy lorries, the
lumbering
caravans, the exasperating week-end
drivers
in their lovingly polished cars loitering
their way to unknown and probably depressing
destinations. It was to be hoped that
the
journey back to the capital on Sunday
would
be easier.
Eliot yawns, and the thin skeins of
his remaining
attentiveness gently float downwards
to knit
together into a soft gossamer matrix
of mute
movement. Slumber plots to overwhelm
him.
He usually has a siesta about this
time of
day. Tiredness pushes his protesting
consciousness
below the boundary of awareness. It
is as
if a celestial body of huge proportions
has
imploded to draw him down with crushing
gravitational
force deeper and deeper into a spinning
womb
of leathery sleep - a black hole that
warps
time and space. He snores.
Legatura
The two young men hurry across the
narrow
gravelled road that runs behind the
Officer's
Mess of the army camp and disappears
into
the dense wood. Laughing and shrieking
they
crash their way through the dense undergrowth.
Soon the Army Camp is lost to their
view.
Exulted by the sudden freedom, set free from
the capricious cruelty of Sergeant
Fudge,
the exhilaration bursts out of them
in vile
oaths, cowboy-like yells and insensible
throaty
gurgles. Onward they speed in their
crazed
progress. Deeper into the forest they
plunge,
crashing unhindered through clumps
of soft
fern that caresses their bare calves.
Pausing
briefly, in an open gap of dappled
sunlight,
the duo exchange conspiratorial grins,
and
stand swaying, enraptured by their
virile
manhood, contemptuously swatting aside
bothersome
insects. In the clearings the sounds
of secret
grasshoppers could just be heard above
a
continuous background cacophony of
cawing
rooks.
After a moment of hesitation the mad
race
continues. Oblivious to the cruel thorns
of bright yellow broom that claw like malevolent harpies at their rolled down socks , they blunder
forward. Heavy army boots crush the
forest
flowers into the dank warm loam as
the
wild flight proceeds, until exhausted
at
last, they fall, and with kicking legs
roll
deliriously in the warm, dark, peaty
softness
of the forest floor.
Later, fighting for breath, giggling
and
panting, standing in a small clearing,
hands
on their hips, they sway drunkenly
backwards
gazing upward to the leafy pinnacles
of the
tall straight pines that surround them
phalanx-like
and disdainful.
Swallowing lungfulls
of musty air, craning their necks,
they unsteadily
survey the canopy of the forest, where
high
above the untidy clumps of twigs that
are
the rook's nests perch haphazardly
in the
highermost foliage.
Nicky is the first to recover, and
with a
sudden dart crashes once more into
the bush
to continue the mad advance. The liberation
from the dull routine and discipline
of military
life wells up in his chest, as heart
pounding
he races onward through the vegetation
heedless
of the brambles that tear at his legs.
Jud is not far behind the taller man,
and
the crazy chase goes on. Suddenly they
can
go no further, for the gently sloping
forest
floor comes to an abrupt end. There
bordered
by twisted trees that cling determinedly
to the rocky surface yawns a
deep gully
that falls away sharply before them.
Feinting like boxers at invisible opponents,
they stand at the brink, swiping at
unseen
tickling cobwebs.
Opposite the two men,
protruding
from the stony bank, is a gnarled trunk
that
extends out and over the space of the
ravine. Tied to the branch, side by side,
the remains of two unplaited tattered
ropes
swing slowly in the breeze.
"Shall we try it?" shouts
Nicky?
And then, without waiting for an answer:
"Ignore the bit of rope, we'll
go for
the branch itself, both together side
by
side."
There is no answer from the other man,
only
the cawing of the rooks, the buzz of
the
insects, and the men's heavy breathing
disturb
the sudden stillness. The sunlight
glints
through the leafy world above, the
musky
fragrance of pine clings to their nostrils,
sweat streaks their pale young bodies.
"Yeah, C'mon! Let's go for it."
Jud says finally.
"Come on then we'll jump together!"
Dwarfed by the immensity of the forest,
gorged
on the evidence of their triumphant
physical
condition, they stand together on the
lip
of the greensward, calf muscles trembling,
lips dry, encircled in a turbulent
cocoon
of feverish emotion, they are overcome
with
a sense of awe in their own youth and
virility.
"Now jump for the branch on the
count
of three!" screams Nicky,
"One, two, threeeeeee!"
Side by side the two men launch themselves
forward and outward into space. Arms
outstretched,
upward and outward they fly together,
fingers
open to grasp the smooth bark of their
chosen
targets. Upwards they soar, ever upwards,
crashing through the soft branches,
upward
ever upward, the trembling leaves brush
their
ecstatic faces. The leaves caress their
ashen
cheeks. Their incarnadine lips brush
the
quivering leaves. Their eyelashes stroke
the fluttering fronds. The leaves accept
them and kiss them. They are of the trees. Upward they soar through flocks of
rooks that yammer away in a frenzy
of black
flapping wings. There is a jumble of
colours,
and soft, glossy raven - black feathers
-
there are joyful sounds of songbirds
- sounds
so melodious that they lull the mind
and
the senses into - into... again...
the raven
- black - the dark black - the darkness...
The sun breaks
through
the canopy in a blaze of frost-cold
white
light. With the returning brightness
they
dip their hands into the rooks nests,
scrabble
frantically in the still warm nests.
Dirty
hands with broken finger-nails, search
for
the universal egg at the still point
of the axle of the
slowly turning world. All the nests
are warm -
empty but warm -still warm empty nests
...warm.
Questing for eggs they
float
upward beyond the event horizon of
the primeval
verdure. Full of excitement, scorning
time,
flying together, hand in hand, winging
their
way up narrow precipitous defiles between
azure mountains.
"Does the future really contain
us at
all?" Yells Nicky.
"Why should every event have a
cause!"
shouts his companion.
Their hymn is in the sylvan cupolas,
their
elegy is in the awning of the sky.
They encircle
the planet, nibbling indigo mushrooms,
befuddled
with wonderment. Blown onward as the
searching
seeds of galactic space, they perceive
the
unperceivable. Bathe in radiant emissions
of prismatic energy, they laugh together
at naked singularities. Drifting together
at the speed of light, they are immersed
in the luminosity of far-flung expanding
galaxies. Then at last, grasping each
other's
hands, they somersault lazily around
the
discovered cosmic egg. With a yell
Nicky
snatches the egg up into his glowing
hand,
and holds it high.
"I told you so! I told you so!"
Nicky laughs triumphantly.
"I knew all along that the known
God
is unknowable. Precognition of causality,
every event is preceded by some prior
event.
Here in my hand is the infinite universe
encapsulated within the confines of
this
rook's egg!"
Ostinato
They walk by a long, high, stone wall.
It
is hot, and they feel lethargic in
the heat of that September afternoon.
A cool
breeze blows from the west in the shade
of
the high stone wall.
"Here on the left is a gate, here
is
a circumstance," cries Nicky, "
here we will align a happening, for
there
is no duration for us if there are
no events."
"This is the lodge gate to Sir
Siegfried
Sassoon's house, " he continues
softly, "
In we go!"
Suddenly there is an unexpected scream
of
tyres and a muffled oath from the driver's
window as a large black car turns
into
the drive and whistles past their
noses
barely missing them.
A white-faced old man, head turned,
looks out of the rear passenger window.
"Damn fools!" shouts a hoarse
voice
from within the retreating car.
The two soldiers walk slowly up the
long
winding drive-way. Nicky leads the way
along pathways of pungent rhododendron
and
ancient woody plants. They skirt a
dark pool,
still and sinister. Wearied willows
lean
sadly over its banks as if in mourning
or
thoughtful resignation, trailing their
green
fronds in the water, admiring the reflection
of their own beauty in the inky depths.
At last they see
the
house. It is a very large building
of elegant
proportions, its pink and brown brickwork
and white framed windows are fittingly
balanced
within its grey lichened facade. It
is solid
yet delicate in its regency style.
To the front is a terrace
on
which filigree metal furniture lies
scattered
about among the bird-splattered statues
which
grimace from beige stone colonnades.
In the
foreground of their vista is a spacious
lawn,
in the centre of which is a large sunshade
which almost conceals two deckchairs
occupied
by a pair of male figures. As the soldiers
draw near, a white flannelled figure
rises
unsteadily, using the shoulder of his
companion
for support.
Sassoon stands
shakily,
a tiny, emaciated silver-haired form.
"Greetings Nicholas!" He
calls
affably. "Do come and join us!"
The two young men approach the older
pair
and stand before them diffidently.
"Nicholas," wheezes the thin
old
man. "may I introduce Tom
Eliot,
a very dear friend of mine who is here
for
the weekend. Tom..." he continues
genially,
smiling at the seated figure.
"Please dont get up sir..."
interrupts
Nicky in his deep cultured voice, "and
you sir..." he says with grave
courtesy
indicating Siegfried, "please
sit yourself
down."
I hope you don't mind my pal and I
dropping
in on you unannounced like this, but
we have
just been running in the woods and...?"
"Now Tom," Siegfried breaks
in,
"this is Nicholas Hancock, a dear
neighbour's
boy from Codford St Mary. His mother
runs
a preparatory school just up the road
a little.
Now Nicholas" he says smiling,
"
tell us how you are enjoying the army
life?
I must admit, I hated every moment
of it
as you are aware. The Gloucestershire Regiment eh! The Glorious Glosters! Well at least you are not posted far away
from home, it must be all of three
hundred
and sixty yards from Knook Camp to Greenways School?" He chuckles.
"I remember when I was posted
to Northern
Ireland once in 1914 - it took me nearly
two days to get home before I even
started
my leave!
Do you go home every night - lucky
fellow?"
Eliot who had evidently been listening
attentively
to these exchanges suddenly intervenes.
"Good to know you Nicholas, now
please
introduce your friend." says the
seated
American. His voice is calm and low
with
just a trace of a New England
transatlantic accent.
"Oh! I beg your pardon gentlemen,
this
is a fellow military sufferer Jud Evans,
my scouser pal from the Battalion.
He hates
the life as much as I do!
'What the hell's a scouser?' drawled the American curiously.
'It's the name we British have for
a person
from Liverpool,' chips in Sassoon"
There is handshaking all round, followed
by offers of drinks which are gratefully
accepted by the young men, who by this
time
have seated themselves cross - legged
on
the dry grass.
As the shadows lengthen on the daisy-peppered
lawn the young men listen enraptured
to the
two poets wide-ranging conversation.
There
is talk of the early days in America,
of
the horror of the Great War in the
trenches,
of techniques of poetical craft, of
publishers,
of Ezra Pound, of travel, of great
men, of
faith and death.
The two pale faced young listeners
delight
in time's backward flow, they luxuriate
in
the scholarship, the treasure from
the past.
They sit on that lawn, bathed in a
violet
glow of new unknown possibilities,
their
minds lap greedily at the unveiled
learnedness.
They sit in cross-legged immortality
- replicas
of Gods born of the unity of time.
The two old men drink much and talk
incessantly.
At last the yellow sun sinks low behind
the
tall dark trees, and in the rookeries
clusters
of hushed black birds sit on every
branch,
a myriad glittering yellow eyes aglow
in
the disappearing solar light. A chilly
breeze
redistributes the evening calm. It
is almost
five o'clock. Intoxicated with ideas
and
alcohol the old men fall gently fast
asleep,
There are a few drops of cold rain
which
become a light spattering. It falls
in damp
drops upon their white clothing.
"We must get them under cover
before
we leave." sighs Nicky.
Cautiously the two soldiers drag the
two
deckchairs complete with the slumbering
occupants
across the damp grass to the shelter
of the
arched colonnade.
"Its made a bit of a mess of the
lawn."
whispers Jud, indicating the four meandering
grooves in the green expanse.
Without a backward glance they retraced
their
route beneath the soughing trees towards
the broad entrance of the estate.
Overture (ripetizione)
"Wake up Mr Eliot," shouts
the
chauffeur, "we're there!"
Eliot wakes and rubs his eyes. The
driver
applies the brakes to the speeding
car and
swings the wheel hard over in order
to negotiate
the tight left turn between the two
lion-topped
pillars of the main gate entrance to
the
estate of Sir Siegfreid Sassoon.
"Fools!" yelled the driver,
as
he turned the wheel quickly to avoid
hitting
the figures of two young men.
"Damn fools!" he shouts out
through
the open window. "I nearly had
them
then..." he calls to Eliot, "idiots,
not looking where they're going!"
The poet turns his head and glances
through
the rear window, just catching a glimpse
of two figures with pale faces that
stand
looking silently backward at the speeding
vehicle.
The car spins round the drive under
the tunnel
of the trees, passes the dark pool
and then
emerges into fading light of the final
approach.
The dark silhouette of the house looms
up
before them. Sprawled on a deckchair
under
a stone shelter lies a figure.
"The grass is churned up a bit
isn't
it sir?" nods the driver indicating
two single lines etched deeply into
the neatly
mown lawn.
Eliot ignores the remark.
"That looks like Siggy in the
chair."
he mutters as the car crunches to a
halt
on the gravelled driveway. The American
alights
arthritically from the car and crunches
over
to greet the recumbent figure.
But Eliot is too late. His weekend
host is
dead!
Coda
Later that evening after the police
and the
others have gone, Eliot sits in the
sombre
panelled drawing room, among the family
photographs
and dark paintings. The doctor silently
closes
the French windows and turns to face
the
poet.
"Damn those noisy rooks!"
He picks up his empty glass from its
place
on the piano top and replaces it on
the tray.
Eliot sips his whisky.
"Did he suffer do you think Doctor..."
He says quietly. "Did he have
to be
alone when he died? Were there no relatives
nearby? What about the staff? I suppose
it
was his heart? Poor old chap, the effort
of dragging that ancient heavy deckchair
must have done for him?"
The medical man half turns, his leather
bag
twisting slowly in his hands.
"He did have some friends - a
local
family - there was a widow, Vivienne
was
her name. Marriage wasn't on the cards
you
understand. Just good friends. She
liked
horses as he did. Bit of a socialite.
They
were both members of the local Hunt.
She
had a Prep school about a mile down
the road
in Codford St Mary."
He pauses and blows a smoke ring,
"Unfortunately she sold up and
moved
away after the death of her son Nicholas.
About five years ago.
Tragic case. He broke his back larking
about
in the woods. Here on Sir Siegfried's
estate.
Another young soldier died at the same
time.
They were found forty- eight hours
later.
The local postman's boy came across
them
while he was out with his dog.
They were lying side by side, hand
in hand.
Nicholas was still alive when the boy
found
them - only just though. The
other
poor fellow was already dead.
Poor Nicholas was muttering something
about
eggs. Perhaps they had been after bird's
eggs? He had died too by the time that
the
army medic chaps got there.
The most curious thing about it however
was
that Nicholas had a bird's egg in his
hand
- it was quite intact. Now that is
very strange
isn't it? Although the enquiry maintained
that they were trying to jump and swing
on
a branch or something. They both broke
their
backs. It was awful. A lingering death
in
excruciating pain. Alone accept for
those
bloody rooks in those woods. It took
them
a long time to die."
The medical man buttons his coat and
makes
ready to leave.
"They thought they'd both gone
AWOL
- you know - 'Absent without leave.'
Sir Siegfried was very upset about
it. He
was extraordinarily fond of the boy.
There
were whispers that ... I don't know
if I
should mention this... that in the
past...
Y'know... Sir Siegfried and his mother
were...
Y'know... and the boy was..."
"But Siggy was never interested
in
women to my knowledge," smiles
Eliot with raised eyebrows. "In fact it was
said that... on the contrary... No!
I won't
say any more!"
Then he asks. "Was it a rook's
egg
in the boy's hand ?"
"Well actually as a matter of
fact
it was," replies the doctor. "How
on earth did you know?"
Eliot smiles and sends out a silent
"thank
you" to the now silent birds in the
dark trees.

(c) Jud Evans 1968
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