
The motorway unrolls ahead of me like a tapering
dirty grey bandage. Overhead downlike
clouds
flaunt their backcombed furbelows and
drift
across the mountainous backcloth in
a lazy
slow-motion palais glide.
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I drive alone and the wheels thrum
regularly
on the breaks in the road surface.
Later,
descending a meandering road through
a pass
between two soaring escarpments, I
glance
at the Drayton walls that snake and
bend
as they follow the contours of the
hilltops
above me. I ponder about the torturous
labour
involved in the construction of those
demarcations
hundreds of years ago. Sturdy Cumbrian
hill-farmers
or their labourers dragged themselves
up
the steep inclines, pulling the halters
of
their reluctant mules, their panniers
heavy
with cleaved rock. With great skill
and infinite
patience the hillmen laid stone upon
stone
and slowly formed the four-foot high
walls.
They used no mortar. Each piece of
rock would
be deliberately and carefully chosen,
then
positioned in place to link into and
become
an element of the supportive matrix
of this
unique form of territorial boundary
and sheep
enclosure. The hills of Cumbria and
Wales
are covered with these dry masonry
walls
and they remain as a monument to the
doughty
men who constructed them.
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I am on route to the funeral of a dead
friend,
but my mind is on the walls and the
men who
built them. The bulwarks have withstood
the
wild winds of the harsh northern winters.
I think of the long dead hill men with
their
callused hands - the hands that built
the
walls. Those regular piles of rock
are their
only memorials. The walls are their
labour
crystallised and evident. Marx's dictum
was
that profit is 'crystallised labour.'
Are
not these walls the 'fossilised labour'
of
those departed ones? Perhaps if Marx
had
restricted himself to producing an
economic
analysis of capitalism without being
prescriptive,
he would be held in more regard in
this modern
age? However, many other philosophers
could
not content themselves to stay clear
of political
involvement. I think of Plato and his
'Republic,'
which exerted considerable influence
for
centuries.
Langdale's 'Great Wall of China'. Dividing
Little from Great Langdale, it runs
along
the very spine of Lingmoor near Brown
Howe.
It is a particularly fine example of
dry
stone walling, with top and bottom
level
'through the stones' at regular intervals
and 'cam stones', which change the
direaion
of the slope, at each peak and each
hollow.
Here is the turn off for Lake Windermere
and then the car speeds past the Lakeside
Haverthwaite Railway and the huge black
engines
belching grey steam.
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I return to my philosophical musings.
There
was Heidegger, whose inauguration speech
was widely declared an affirmation
of Nazism.
There was Bertrand Russell who involved
himself
in the nuclear disarmament movement
and that
dreadful Frenchman, Joseph-Arthur Comte
de
Gobineau, whose theory of racial determinism
had an enormous influence upon the
subsequent
development of racist theories and
practices
in western Europe and many other countries.
At last here is Greenodd where the
route
takes me alongside a stretch of water
of
the Irish Sea. It is a small arm or
inlet
of Morecambe Bay. The sun flickers
on the
rippled water and white wading birds
rootle
among the driftwood for tasteful molluscs.
Entering Ulverston beneath the towering
folly
of the pretended lighthouse, The car
weaves
its way through the constrictive streets
of Stan Laurel's hometown. Stopping
for traffic
lights, I spot the Laurel and Hardy
Museum
and find the road to Barrow in Furness.
Arriving in Barrow I drive through
the dirty
beige gates of the cemetery and proceed
slowly
to the crematorium. My watch tells
me that
I am half an hour early, so I park
the car
and take a stroll through the rows
of graves
that lie in morose rows in the mid
August
sunshine. There's an unexpected sprinkle
of summer rain. I take cover beneath
a gnarled
tree. Later I stand before the grave
of my
present wife's first husband. I see
his name
in chiselled letters. Strange that
I took
his place, and strange in addition,
that
in view of my greater age, it is more
than
likely that my name will appear on
a similar
grave before my partner Clare's.
A lark sings its blithe song as I reluctantly
mount the hill back to the crematorium
building.
It begins to rain again and I join
a small
crowd of disconsolate mourners at the
chapel
entrance. I chat with those I know,
although
it is twelve years gone since I last
met
most of them. I used to be the manager
of
the Mobile Home Park where they now
live,
and I sold most of them their present
homes.
After the arrival of the hearse, we
fall
in behind Betty's coffin and slowly
walk
into the chapel. Sylvia and another
lady
support Mike. His eighty years lie
heavily
upon him and the sudden loss has left
him
grief-stricken and physically weakened.
The chapel is barren of ornament other
than
for a modest wooden crucifix behind
the bier.
The minister intones a prayer and follows
with a tribute to Betty's life which
is very
moving in its simplicity. He talks
of her
superior skill as a ballroom dancer,
of her
youth as a millgirl and the cotton
dust that
gave her the emphysema that brought
about
her eventual death.
'I would like to ask Julie to sing
for us,'
he said.
'This is very unexpected,' I say to
myself.
A young woman who had previously been
pointed
out to me as Betty's niece steps to
the altar
and stands before the coffin. She is
dressed
in a velveteen jacket with padded shoulders
and an ankle-length matching skirt.
The organist,
a mousy looking woman with huge ornate
curly
spectacles roosting on the end of her
roseate
nose plays a short intromission which
is
uncommonly pedestrian, but what follows
is
truly tremendous. Julie's voice bursts
out
and soars up into the roof beams. Her
beautiful
soprano voice is finely modulated.
It resonates
from the bare concrete walls and rings
in
the ears with an awe-inspiring intensity.
The vocalic phrasing is crisp yet flowing
and her reaching of the high notes
is effortless
and relaxed. I recognise the piece
as 'In
paradisum' from Fauré's Requiem and
the hairs
on the back of my neck hike up with
the emotional
and physical effect of the beautiful
euphony.
It was worth driving a hundred miles
each
way just to hearken to this. My heart
beats
out with exultation. Tears of unrestrained
delight stream down my face. I try
to wipe
them away unobserved.
| 'Jud was really upset in the chapel wasn't
he?' someone says as we file out. 'He was
breaking his heart crying.' |
| 'Yes,' answers the other,' I didn't realise
he was so fond of Betty.' |
'I enjoyed that girl singing the hymn,' says
a third.
'Oh yes!' the second replies, 'I forgot to
mention to you, Julie sings with the Royal Covent Garden Opera Company, didn't you know?' |
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